caesurae::

I rule.

2004-06-16T23:02:31Z

93% A !!! I PASSED !!! Today was my last day of nursing class !!! Now I start my clinicals at Kaiser on FRIDAY !! Go me !! I am so EXCITED !! I can't believe I remembered every single different type of enema !! haha..

Woohoo.. better career.. here I come ;-) Although.. my STATE license test will be late july.. but there is a 100% pass rate for people in the program I took.. our final is 500 times harder than the states !

American McGee's Alice...

2004-04-20T00:41:12Z

I am installing the game ALICE on my computer. Anyone ever play it before ? It looks soo damn cool.

Spring Cleanin'

2004-03-11T00:06:35Z

I am slowly preparing my apartment for a thorough spring cleaning. I spent about 2 hours today making the bed, vaccuming, light dusting, throwing things away. Everything still looks scruffy. I have every window open right now... as it's a nice sunny day, I am trying to air/dry out the house. We've had a really musky mildew type smell all winter from the moisture.
Plus we still have our god damn christmas tree up. We have this floor in our kicthen that looks dirty no matter how many times I mop it. Other than that, the dishes and a few other things need to be done.. and then the "pre-spring cleaning" will be done.
I may even re-arrange our bedroom or computer room. Our computer room could do with a remodel. There is so much space being wasted. I might buy a huge book shelf, and get rid of one of the desks in here. It would free up a lot of room and make for good re-arrangements.

Other than that. I am selling one of my amplifers today. Hopefully will get $125 for it... Then I gotta take Ty to Everyday Music so he can sell some of his promos.
Then it's just more cleaning for me.
This place gets dirty sooo quick... and quite dusty. I am going to go dust more and round up quarters for laundrey.

Aging.

2004-03-07T00:26:02Z

So, at my new job I am doing surveys over the telephone with people. I've been calling Iron Mountain, MI. It's made me realise a few depressing things... you don't know how many old people I get that go "Oh, I am too old..... My opinion doesn't count.." either that, or they can't hear a damn word I say.
And not only that.. I get a handful of house wives ever hour that say "The head of the house hold isn't home" .... Jesus christ.. it's the most depressing area I've ever heard of. Wive's thinking they aren't qualified as at least 1/2 the head of house hold.. and nothing but old people saying they are too old and their opinion doesn't count !

Jesus, and not only that they had like 17 inches of snow over the last 24 hours. But I got to sit at a big desk with a comfy chair and a pretty view of the garden. I like my new job a lot.

Hmm.. Other than that not much new is going on. School finals coming up in the next 2 weeks. Then sometime on my spring break I am visiting california again. I miss my parents and dogs soo much ! I keep having dreams about rusty and charlie. God.. I want to hug them.

I have an interview I need to transcibe for dvdtalk.com right now, so I better go do it. Then I need to feed my spideys. Tonight me and ty are going to rent a movie and eat pizza. Sounds good to me.

Seattle.

2004-02-22T17:48:15Z

Ty & I just got back from Seattle, as apart of a late proper Valentine's day celebration.. It was super fun. Seattle is so weird. I can't explain it. It took about 2 hours to get there, and we arrived at night. The night life is crazy and full of hipsters. Anyway, we got a super expensive hotel with a mini bar and on demand movies.. heh heh ;-)
Then.. we went to a expensive weirdly decorated restaurant called "icon grill".. the food sucked, but the decorations were cool. I was bitter afterwards for having to tip for such a shitty meal. Our hotel had the most beautiful view of the city.. we were right in the middle... it was so completely awsome.
We woke up and had breakfast at the Hurricane grill. That place was rad.. it was totally 80s.. and they played such a good selection of music. The chef was a punk rocker, and our waitress was on some kind of drug.
We went down 1st street to the water.. you have view of all these snow covered mountains.. and it was such a beautiful sunny day.
I got some pictures of the space needle... then we decided to book it and drive to mt. st helens on the way back.
We drove all we could to mt. st helens and got these rad ass pictures of it.. super up close. Then the snow started getting about as tall as me on the sides of the road.. and then eventually the roads were closed because of too much snow. So we headed back and came back to beautiful Portland, OR.

I just got done bleaching our entire bathroom and seeing to my spideys. Now it's coffee & music time !

Jeni the Ice Ninja

2004-01-06T20:08:30Z

"your gonna dress up like a ninja, and your gonna go outside and sneak your way to the gym, that way the wind and ice won't see you, so you'll be out of harms way" - seans advice.

I am bored out of my mind. It's blizzarding out side with snow and wind, and soon to be freezing rain to turn our portland roads into ice skating rinks. It was my first day of college, but not anymore.

Snow is really exciting when you didn't have plans.

On my way to do laundrey down our "steps"..

Visiting California...

2003-12-02T20:53:14Z

Alright, from Dec 23rd to Dec 30th I'll be back in my old neck of the woods. Just announcing it here because it's easier to tell everyone as a group. I'll be seeing my family and friends again, but It sucks because me and ty's first christmas living together and we'll be 500 miles away for our 3rd christmas being together.. wahh! But...at least I get to come back here =)

So anyway, I'll of course be seeing everyone. I want to see YOU ruineddoll, and YOU meladoriestar even though you guys don't live in the valley.
And skinn my drummer... don't hide. I'd like to see you and maryam at some point. So hopefully everyone isn't leaving their habitats. Ohh.. Now that I have everyones attention, I'd like to show off my new addition to the family.

MARMITE

She is an Avicularia Avicularia (common name: pink-toe). Legspan of 1.7". And I am awaiting her next moult !! Which should be anytime now; she looks plenty healthy in the pictures at those angles, but she has a nice bald spot on her abdomen, and she has very dull colourings, so after her moult she will be a velvet black.

Anyway, See everyone late December =)

Don't know what to do with my self.

2003-10-18T15:12:52Z

I am confused, pissed off, agitated and hurt. I took my mind off things by filling out a survey stolen from lovely ruineddoll.

BASIC...

:x: name = jeni
:x: piercings = ears, labret monroe
:x: tattoos = sound in "kanji" on my right ankle.
:x: shoe size = 5 in tennies, 6 in else.
:x: hair color = blonde atm.
:x: length = a bit past my shoulders.

LAST...

:x: movie you rented = faulty towers.
:x: movie you bought = can't remember.
:x: song you listened to = Phoenecia - Run DMT
:x: song that was stuck in your head = that generation song by the who.
:x: cd you bought = can't remember.
:x: cd you listened to = lustmord
:x: person you've called = parents
:x: person that's called you = dad
:x: tv show you've watched = martha stewart halloween special.
:x: person you were thinking of = tyler.

DO...

:x: you have a bf or gf = yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = i am content where i am right now.
:x: you think about suicide = occasionaly..but now how you think. More or less I just think about the act.. last thing you would hear, see..how long it would initially take to die. Not to my self, but in general.
:x: you believe in online dating = if it might lead to real life. or not, no.
:x: you want more piercings = definatley.
:x: you drink = a beer or wine cooler every now and then.
:x: you do drugs = no not really.
:x: you smoke = occasional.
:x: you like cleaning = yes, i am a bit manic about that.
:x: you like roller coasters = i love them.
:x: you write in cursive or print = cursive.
:x: you carry a donor card = no

FOR OR AGAINST...

:x: long distance relationships = against. never again.
:x: using someone = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = for. make the(us) fuckers die faster.
:x: doing drugs = for. "see above".
:x: premarital sex = for
:x: driving drunk = AGAINST
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for
:x: soap operas = against

FAVORITE...

:x: food = this curry place in pleasanton.
:x: song = romeo's distress by christian death is still up there. but 100 years by the cure hands down.
:x: thing to do = have peace of mind.
:x: thing to talk about = science and history.
:x: sports = soccer
:x: drinks = water
:x: clothes = short skirts, my kitty that says "too cool for rules" shirt, etc.
:x: movies = the beach, meet the parents, harry potter series. etc
:x: holiday = halloween
:x: cars = jeep cherokee w/ leather or bmws.

Miracle of Nature, Naturally filtered through the mountains

2003-05-27T23:23:23Z

Me: Tyler, Anabelle says hi !

Tyler: Hi Rodent !

He just has that way with words. I love you Ty =)

Round snicker things.

2003-05-02T17:41:21Z

I hate you mini snicker round things. You're so yummy, but so bad. Damn candy to hell !

A poem I wrote at work.

2003-04-24T20:31:39Z

Attention T.J Maxx Shoppers..

I sing this song to you, In hopes to get you blue..

I hate the way you smile,
I hate the way you talk,

I hate the way you do everything,
and I don't give a FUCK !!

I hate tech support.

2003-04-22T18:29:48Z

The nerve ! I don't believe it. I sent my lap top to be fixed because the "plug" that you stick in the back of the laptop to power it from the a/c.. wasn't working, and kept popping out. While I sent it off, they found a few things wrong with it, fixed it all and sent it back. However, they failed to give me a power cord so i can.. ACTUALLY USE THE DAMN THING!. They don't sell these in the god damn stores, so how the hell am I suppose to use it ?

And another squierl attack. I have a theory this is the same squierl that stole our nuts in England as well !

102 Days.

2003-04-17T08:20:27Z

She will celebrate her birthday on 28 July 2003. she wil be 18 years old.

I am so glad my birthday is only a few more months away. I am anxious to get out of here, to leave my job, and see somewhere new again. Work tonight was average. Just another work day. But I decided that if i were to ever open a chain of stores, it would have signs around the store that say things such as this..

Inside every bathroom stall ->
" Don't come to my store to take a shit, go home and do that you filthy bastard"
( regaurding people stinking up our toilets)

In the purse department ->
"If you drop it, pick it up"
( regaurding every customer not knowing the knowlege of hanging stuff up where they found it)

At every register ->
"Leave the attitude out side the door, fucker"
( regaurding the shit i get from nig nogs )

Anyways, I could think of a ton more. But I am tired.. Off to work on me and tylers new song <3

caesurae @ 2003-04-12T00:50:00

2003-04-12T07:50:47Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURIE !!!

I hope you have a wonderful kick ass 18th birthday !!! *hugs* xoxoxox !

caesurae @ 2003-04-09T16:55:00

2003-04-09T23:55:42Z

" Men hugged Americans in full combat gear and women held up babies so soldiers riding on tanks could kiss them. "

Enjoyable.

2003-04-08T18:06:00Z

Finally work was enjoyable last night. People were still the same. Rude, obnoxious, careless bastards. But with the help of a few fellow co-workers.. it was indeed an enjoyable evening.
Me and my friend were stuck in the dressing room - I was rearranging purses, and she was re-arranging a wall full of body lotions, soaps, perfumes, etc. But we always ended up together working on the same project. Basically we colour coded it. Stuck everything pink together, everything green together, and all the dark blues together.
At last , we ended up with dark browns, blacks, yellows, and tans. So we stuck the greys at the end, then the blacks, then the browns and deep browns together. Then the bright yellows, making our way down the line until all of our tan completed the shelves.
We were so proud. We wanted to take a picture. We even kept our eye on every single customer as they gandered at our beautiful wall of lotions. After they'd touch something,. we'd run over and go "GASP! I HAVE TO FIX SOMETHING!".
But we knew it'd all be messed up by today. Infact, It's 11:03 right now. 100 bucks it's a MESS.

I am not going to whine or bitch about work yesterday evening because it was how work should be. Amen.

A las, my inner bitch.

2003-04-07T21:21:39Z

Event. A place to rambel when I feel like it. I plan on bitching about annoying black women that come over the hill. No, not just that. I am sure I will think of another species to bitch about.

caesurae @ 2003-04-07T12:30:00

2003-04-07T19:58:55Z

hello.